In the end, I had no choice but to go back to books. I had no choice but to turn off the TV and pick up Dogen’s “Shobogenzo.
Due to my drunkenness, it was too difficult for me to understand even half of the meaning.
But that in itself is somehow irresistibly interesting. There is a true story here. Just being a little exposed to it makes me feel joyful.
I feel free from the problems of life and death. I wish TV programs would create such a feeling.
A big food program t hat makes you want to talk with Dogen.