Sunny, sometimes cloudy
Discomfort index around 70
Playing video games by myself, I suddenly realized that I haven’t changed since I was in elementary school after all.
Playing games, listening to music and worrying about tomorrow.
Weakness.
I just felt like an adult because I had grown accustomed to the world, forcing myself to be “strong” out of fear from society.
The trembling of the heart and fear of the mind will always remain the same. Just like Sunaga in Soseki Natsume’s “Higan no kikara”.
He must have been Soseki Natsume. People seem to be able to change, but they never change. The hell of it.
The cicada rain, the sound of the game, has been drowned out.
